Thank goodness for Thursdays, today I had my last exam, I had my chemistry exam and boy it was hard. Literally, it was one of the hardest exams I ever did, I was expecting hard, but not impossible and this was pretty bad. I dont think I did terrible, but definitely not good. I think everybody was complaining about how hard it was. During the exams, I turned around and could see people shaking their heads and their faces so red. I did manage to anwer all the questions, so thats good. My last exam for 2011, and thank goodness for that!

So I have done like six exams, economics, methods calculator and non calculator, english, biology, psychology and I have my last one on Thursday. Thank goodness, like literally I am so happy and relieved, I only have Chemistry left and party time! I need a break, I need to go away to a far away place, I need to go shopping, I need to go work. For all my exams I think I did alright, the only one I stressed for was economics because it was my year 12 subject. Look at my wardrobe I need new summer clothes, seriously somebody take me shopping! I feel so slack off now, maybe cause I know I only have one subject left and I just cant be bothered, but I cant slack off this is my last one, gotta ace this shit! Anywho Im off to study, me and Jenny is probably going to go vintage shopping friday, finally! And I aint even mad!

Its so hot today, I hate hot weather! I know, some people love the hot weather, the beach, the tan. Im the winter person, I like the rain, the snow, the hot chocolate by the camp fire. But I really do want to go swimming now, I havent hit the pools in ages nor the beach. Definitely going beach everyday when Im at Queensland, and plus theres a outdoor pool at surface paradise, so Im going to go swimming under the stars baby! So my sister has been going on a diet, that anorexic person, I attempted to do the same, so today I ran for like 25 minutes on the treadmill and lost like what 110 calories. What the hell, I can eat a peanut and gain like 500 calories. Sigh, such is life. I had my english, methods and bio exam this week. Last night I studied 9 chapters of biology, and boy it was so fun..... Nah I love biology, its my favourite subject and then Chemistry. I really want to go shopping, Ive been literally craving to go, in one weeks time Ill be free, I have Chemistry, Psychology and Religion left, so thank goodness for that. I want Bustiers NOW!

So today is the last day of year 11, the years gone by so fast. When your in the moment you dont realise how much has change, but looking back so I realised that alot has changed this year. My life has changed, the people in my life have changed, and I have changed. This year has been a year of happiness, joy and laughter but also stress, pain and endless tiredness. I have met some many new faces this year, and I have grown attach to many as well. I have also lost one person in my life, one person that can not be replace by no one else, my grandmother. I cant believe that shes gone, I cant believe that I will never be able to hear her voice again, to feel her touch, to see her smile, to taste her cooking. I know that shes in a beautiful place now. I miss her so dearly. As you get older, you realise that sometimes you cant control many things, and that you should left it go, or let it be. I think Ive grown a little bit stronger, I think I have realised that you should change the things that can be changed, and accept the things that can not. Oh today Kim gave me a Christmas card, and its not even Christmas yet, HAH Shes such a cutie ,my first 2011 Christmas card. I love Christmas, even though my family doesnt celebrate it, and even though I dont get presents. But I just love that feeling of it, its just so special, so warm. One of my ultimate wish in life is to be able to see snow for Christmas, it would be so nice if I could spend a Christmas with snow, maybe in a couple of years time eh?

So I just got home from my economics exam, I feel so damn tired. I was writing like a mad bitch, literally. I dont even know what I was writing, I cant remember, 2 hrs fly by so quickly. I feel so exhausted. The exam was hard, but it was achievable. I think I did pretty alright, there was one question which literally killed me, I just made up stuff for it. I didnt have time to read over my exams, I hope my examiner is an easy marker, I really do. I think my goal of 40 is way out of reach, but I guess we have to wait and see! Alright lets not talking about Economics anymore, on another note I really want a pair of circular sunglasses for summer. Like the Chanel ones, omgosh there so hot!

So the day has finally arrived, I will be sitting my year 12 Economics exam. Im suprised that I havent even gone into panic mode yet, Im not as nervous as I thought I would be. I studied like a crazy bitch, I really hope I can do well on this exam, cause I really need a score of 40. My friends were all like good luck Cathy you can do it, so Im going to go into that exam with my head up, because I know that I have studied all that I can, I know the terminology, the theory, I got this HAHAH. I am determined to get a A+. I really hope I can, and hopefully the exam will be easy. Ill blog about how I went in the afternoon. Anywho wish me luck, because I really do need all the luck I can get!

I just recieved a lovely package from Adelaide, from a special someone in the name of Vivian Nguyen aka Be Duyen aka Jay Park's number one lover and true fan. She bought me and Jenny heaps of items from France, she bought us a London Tshirt, eyeshadow, a necklace, a ring and a delicious smelling lip gloss. I want to say thank you so much for everything my beautiful baby, and I hope you like the parcel from Melbourne. I miss you so much baby and please please come Melbourne soon. Well today my family went to Highpoint, Jenny ended getting a top and I found a new leopard skin scarf. Ive been studying for Economics like crazy, its in 4 days. I am so damn nervous, Im already nervous and its not even the exam day yet. Ill probably have a heart attack whilst sitting in the exam. I really hope I can get a 40 for my overall score! Oh and I made pho today for dinner, and thats why Im such a fatass, and no I did not eat two bowls only one.

Thank goodness for Fridays, this week has gone by so fast, but Im so glad tommorows Saturday. Ive decided to skip a class tommorow so I could have more time to study for Economics. I really want to do good for this exam, actually no I want to ace this exam, to kill it HAHA. I know its not going to be a walk in the park, but no exam ever is. This is year 12 we're talking about. I did an oral presentation for English yesterday which was on the Carbon Tax, and to my surprise I got A+, a huge improvement from my first English oral which I had a C+, I also did alright for my chemistry SAC as well, surprisingly. I really need to go shopping, I havent bought any new clothes since like forever. I want to go vintage shopping to get some dresses, skirts and blouses and necklaces for Summer and Queensland. Im looking at sunnies at the moment, I really need to get a pair for this holidays. But I have so much exams preparations to do, so maybe shopping in another month or so. Sigh, such is life.